Hope I pass... Sigh....

Carmen blogging.

Hello.

My econs paper was so hard. Even with the MCQ it was still hard. Note to self: Must really study. Well I guess that's my problem. I didn't really study. Darn. Well taught me a lesson for not studying.

I can't believe I'm gonna say this but STPM econs is so much easier than my uni introduction to econs paper. Why people say STPM hard? Uni also hard, you know. You have to be on your toes all the time because of assignments, group projects, tests, this and that. I felt STPM wasn't hard for me. It was okay. Wasn't as hard as I thought it would be especially when people kept on saying when you go uni, uni would be so much easier than STPM.

Well it's kind of the opposite for me. In uni you have to finish a whole syllabus for a paper in 13 weeks with 1 lecture a week. Back in Form 6, we had 3 to 4 classes per week for 1 paper and 6 to 8 months to finish the syllabus. So uni is actually harder. Of course, I'm more free because it's just one 2 hour lecture and one 1 hour tutorial class per week for 1 paper. Well I should really use all my free time to study so I wouldn't be in this situation.

The thing was with STPM, I couldn't really focus on studying because I had just came back from Singapore for the Heavenly Calling Retreat. And that was for 6 more papers. I didn't really study and I manage to pass my papers, 2 papers better than just borderline pass.
(Advice: Do not ever follow my example of not studying and expect to pass.)

But God is wonderful and I passed my STPM. I got into the best public university in Malaysia as well. He was also with me when I just sat for my econs paper. Even though the paper was hard, I had no idea why I suddenly just smiled during the paper and knew that everything was going to be just fine. God was really with me calming me and assuring me everything will be okay. I thank Him for that. I'm not even worrying as much for my paper as I would have worry a lot if God wasn't with me.

So here I am blogging. Kinda happy. But also kinda feeling a little guilty after doing so badly in my econs paper that I'm feeling happy.

Next time. Ciao.